It happened again! the least you expected it when you had work hard to fully recovered and learnt to trust again. My world stops. the need to get away as fast as I can, it is like it is happening from someone else life... I cannot breath!
Unsuspecting like a thief in the night it came, destroying everything you worked hard for, not realizing it.
A surge of thoughts came to my mind, thinking about the past few months,trying to comprehend what is happening now, what will happen in the future, I cannot shut off my brain. I just want everything to stop, just want to be numb.
Shock, agitation, fear, pain, depression, and confusion. I felt like I am on an emotional rollercoaster.
Unsuspecting like a thief in the night it came, destroying everything you worked hard for, not realizing it.
A surge of thoughts came to my mind, thinking about the past few months,trying to comprehend what is happening now, what will happen in the future, I cannot shut off my brain. I just want everything to stop, just want to be numb.
Shock, agitation, fear, pain, depression, and confusion. I felt like I am on an emotional rollercoaster.